keep it up

keep it up
i cant tell
as you walk by
and we all pretend
that nothings changed
that alls the same
yet you dont say hi
or even
look me in the eye

keep it up
i cant tell
as you talk
behind my back
and gossip
about lies
that youve made up
and spread around
for all to hear

keep it up
i cant tell
as you mock
my choice in life
when was it even mine to make
but blame is mine
and so is shame
no matter what
is real or fake

keep it up
i cant tell
as you block
my every move
preventing me
from going on
to recover
and gather
all that i have lost

keep it up
i cant tell