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what am i? who am i? am i here? am i there? where am i? where am i going? where did i come from? am i happy? am i sad? am i angry? am i ecstatic? do i love? do i hate? do i want love? do i want to be left alone? do i really care? is it all just an excuse? is it just a distraction? is it working? how long can i run away? who am i running from? my "parents"? my "friends"? MYSELF? who am i? do i even care? should i bother? am i worth it? do i matter? do they care? are they selfish? am i selfish?is that allowed? do i cry? do i laugh? am i numb? am i suffocating? am i flying? can i breathe? do i care? do they really care? am i fat? am i pretty? am i smart? am i strong? am i healthy? do they love me? do i care?am i comfortable? am i alone? do i care? do they care? why bother? do they bother? am i a kid? am i an adult? did i ever grow up? was i ever a kid? do i want to be an adult? will i turn out like them? were they like me? is it all just a delusion? is it all in my head? am i making it up? do you believe me? do they believe me? does anyone care? do i care? what am i? am i worth it? should i bother? am i hungry? am i full? am i depressed? am i there for others truthfully? do i really care about them? is it dependent on if they care about me? will it ever be enough? will i ever be satisfied? do i deserve?! what is happiness? do i exasperate? do i love? who? them? who? me?! can i? what? love? what is love? is it worth it? can i handle it? will i break? do i crave it? should i just stay alone? will it hurt me? will it hurt anyone else? them? do i care? do they care? can i disappear? should i? have i already? is this all just a facade? am i a facade? are they? happiness. what is it? do they have it? do i have it? can i? do i want it? is it too much to handle? can i handle it? will it last? does it last? people. do i want them around? do they want me around? can i handle it? do i want to be around? is this a bubble? is it really helping? do i want help? do i need help? can i handle it? is there a master plan? is this all just one big funny joke? should i laugh? do i know how? is there a middle ground? am i ok?

i guess so!? i'm fine. ok, what can i do to help you?!