Destiny

I wish to be alone
I wish someone was here
I need a friend
I will push them away
I can rejoice in their life
I cant let them enter mine
I am sincerely loyal
I am a closed book
I can show small glimpses
I will shut down
I can sacrifice
I can listen
I can advise
I cannot share
I cannot talk
I cannot open up
I come as I am
I am selfish
I am raw
I will hide
I will protect
I will function
I will be lonely

This is my destiny