Sun is shining
Birds are chirping
Car alarm beeping
Adults off from work
Children off from school
Its saturday
Family time
Looks can be deceiving
Adults would rather sleep
Children want to play with friends
And the day drags on
Seems like a regular day
And yet it's not
It's shabbos
It's pesach
Supposed holiness
Beauty and warmth
Hapiness And joy
Spirituality
Family time
Requires family
A support system
Loving people
And yet where is it
Sacrificed life
Abandoned love
Forced loneliness
Minutes feel like hours
Hours as long as days
Days will not pass
Aging you quickly
Considered young
Look even younger
No understanding
But feel ancient
An internal storm
External hurricane
Whirlwind of feelings
Explosion of memories
Dreaming of the past
Nightmares of the pain
Wishing for that life
Of pure unhappiness
Watching the families
Sit around a table
Singing songs
Smiling face
One more week
One more holiday
Suffer through it
And then its over
Until the next one
More painful
Excruciating
One more
Emptiness
Loneliness
Sadness
Alone
One more
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