cant sleep in the same bed
i stay awake
watch your eyelids flutter
as you snore all night
the couch is my friend
internet my companion
streetlights flicker outside
i sit up alone
i just want you to hold me
please hold me
yet i cant utter those words
i cant say them out loud
i need to cry
its been held in for so long
packed in deep inside
not shared with a soul
and you ask whats wrong
a classic "nothing"
you go back to bed
and i continue in my avoidance
how can i be angry
u cant read my mind
and yet im hurt
but its my own fault
when will someone understand
i just want to be loved.
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