falling into a deep dark place
where i can see no way out
no one can find me
i am alone
tossing and turning
with one eye always open
pretending i am asleep
restless throughout the night
there is no silver lining
motivation has run out
no meaning to be found
my purpose is missing
i am a dry, wilted flower
too tired to move
cant lift myself up
barely there
who is this girl
i dont know her
she is not me
she is lost, confused.
pain.
